misses

eventually, i'm in no control of my life anymore. i couldn't do this, i couldn't do that. i miss so many things i still wanna to do. i miss being 'available' at most family and friends occasion. i miss attending weddings. i miss having a hang out session. i miss having all girl's outings. i miss doing things with my family. i miss watching 3 movies in-a-row in cinemas. i miss craving for food at restaurant. i miss working out (exercise, doing sports), i miss being stupid with my brothers. i miss daddy's jokes. i miss being independent. and i miss playing with cats.


all my sense of adventure just disappear since approximately 8 months ago, thanks to hectic work and marriage life
on the other hands, a priority is still a priority
maybe it seems like i'm whinging, but i just need to express what i feel deep inside of me since a couple of days ago
no hard feelings people