time?!

this morning before work, i had a very bad stomach ache. not that kind of diarrhea thingy, or sembelit or even menstrual cramp, just something is hurting my stomach.
i had sahur this morning as usual, but like i said, it's not about something i've eaten or whatsoever..
it's just hurt.
so i tried to paksa myself to do my morning business (pooing) but no avail.
suddenly, i remembered my sis' experience when she first having her child. she too felt like pooing all night long but still non coming out. but the pain is just there. then several hours later, blood came out meleleh2..

oh no
is it time??! but, i don't have any kind of discharge or bleeding at that time.
and i still felt that OurJoy! still moving happily inside my womb. and i know OurJoy! still at her vertical position.

it can't be....

but my uterus does have cramping like Braxton Hicks cramp.. 
so, i just keep on breathing, reached for my cloths and went to work as usual, hopping that it's only a false labour.
and yes, i break my fast early today, in case that i need all the energy in case it's a real thing.

oh.. i just wish i knew what it was, bcoz after several hour with office work. it's not that painful anymore. tho, my back is still in pain and my buttock area starts to get kebas. haha.. terlepas puasa aku hari ni. cis!

i'm sorry if i'm using words that are not appropriate or anything. i know it's ramadhan time. well, that's the best i can do. somehow being pregnant, all this dirty words seems so normal. huhu

ok, i'm not in labour yet~
hehe
and i hope i'll be on 10.10.10
AMIN!