rasa lapar teramat

nak buke pose now! tp mcm tinggal 2 jam je lagi.
sayangnyee...
i did not miss sahur like any other day, but i fell so tired and hungry today.
why oo why??!!!

sikit lagi maryam... sikit lagi...
though i only miss one day of fasting so far (because i did not feel OurJoy! move at all that day. after buke je, terus geduk2 dalam perut ku), today i was this close of taking a piece of pau / roti canai from the production floor.

Ya Allah, sikit je lagi plis!
oo maybe.. ni angkara MyLove! x bangun sahur pagi tadi. i did wake him up, but he did not get up. just snooze off like there's no tomorrow. so, semangat sahur kurang la ni.
oh no.. how i'm going to face a weekend without him... huhu. sahur berseorangan jugak. buke seorang diri jugak. waaaaaaaaaaaaa..........

mommy daddy.. i'm coming home!!!!!!!!!!!!!